you know?

you know that sick feeling you get
when you love some one but they dont love you in return?
that feeling like you hate them so much... but you love them so much more?
that feeling that just makes you break down and just want to die?
you know... how you love someone so much it hurts?
that feeling you get when you realize how much you love that one person... but can never have them?
that pain in your heart when you realize that it will never work out?
.....
do you know the feeling of hanging on when there is nothing left?
that feeling of just watching that person walk away?
.....
that feeling of just... sitting alone. in the dark.
that feeling of being alone...
when it gets hard to breath.
when it gets hard to live.
when it just hurts so much you rather be dead?
...
when you see them walk away.
when you see them love another.
when you see them not care anymore....
when you cant see them anymore...
and feeling where it all falls apart.
when life is at its lowest and you just want to disappear...
well guess what.
im going to disappear... forever.
maybe that feeling will go away...

you know?