Shakepeare knows heartbreak.

SONNET 137
Thou blind fool, Love, what dost thou to mine eyes,
That they behold, and see not what they see?
They know what beauty is, see where it lies,
Yet what the best is take the worst to be.
If eyes corrupt by over-partial looks
Be anchor'd in the bay where all men ride,
Why of eyes' falsehood hast thou forged hooks,
Whereto the judgment of my heart is tied?
Why should my heart think that a several plot
Which my heart knows the wide world's common place?
Or mine eyes seeing this, say this is not,
To put fair truth upon so foul a face?
In things right true my heart and eyes have erred,
And to this false plague are they now transferr'd.



SONNET 138

When my love swears that she is made of truth
I do believe her, though I know she lies,
That she might think me some untutor'd youth,
Unlearned in the world's false subtleties.
Thus vainly thinking that she thinks me young,
Although she knows my days are past the best,
Simply I credit her false speaking tongue:
On both sides thus is simple truth suppress'd.
But wherefore says she not she is unjust?
And wherefore say not I that I am old?
O, love's best habit is in seeming trust,
And age in love loves not to have years told:
   Therefore I lie with her and she with me,
   And in our faults by lies we flatter'd be.

I'm a failure. . . Big time

...
I think that will be the last time I try to be a helpful "dad"
Idk what to do. I was just trying to help. But I failed epicly. . . Again.
Sigh yay me.

Kiddos

Dealth.
I don't really know what to write.
So I love her... I just want her to be okay.

Hope
To much stress. Mother fucking bitch ass niggas.

Turner
She yelled at me.... For the first time... My mom actually yelled at me.
And she will never know how much it hurt me.

Sunni
Well... Umm
Just follow the flow of life. Don't fight it. Let it consume you.

Jaden
I'm sorry

Pillo
I regret EVERYTHING

nessa
Just enjoy life. No point in hating.

Jason
You know. I love you. You are my best friend.
But darn it to heck! This is complicated! :/

i want YOUR beautiful soul :)

I don't want another pretty face

I don't want just anyone to hold

I don't want my love to go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

You're the one I wanna chase

You're the one I wanna hold

I wont let another minute go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special

To you I'd be always faithful

I want to be what you always needed

Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

I don't want another pretty face

I don't want just anyone to hold

I don't want my love to go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

You're the one I wanna chase

You're the one I wanna hold

I wont let another minute go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

Your beautiful soul, yeah

You might need time to think it over

But im just fine moving forward

I'll ease your mind

If you give me the chance

I will never make you cry c`mon lets try

I don't want another pretty face

I don't want just anyone to hold

I don't want my love to go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

You're the one I wanna chase

You're the one I wanna hold

I wont let another minute go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

Am I crazy for wanting you

Baby do you think you could want me too

I don't wanna waste your time

Do you see things the way I do

I just wanna know if you feel it too

There is nothing left to hide

I don't want another pretty face

I don't want just anyone to hold

I don't want my love to go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

You're the one I wanna chase

You're the one I wanna hold

I wont let another minute go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

You beautiful soul, yeah

just because we are crazy :)

Welcome To The Family :)

Us Crazy Friends

Yea.... Don't Ask

Dani MAH SISTA!

Robin Being Robin -_-"

Emma and Kate when they were younger :)

yea... we are just crazy

Dealth and Jaden :D

Me and David when we were kids

Dani Now :)

Dani and Robin

Dani and Lucas

Dani and Joy

The Gang :)

Don't bother to ask :P

failure

in case none of you have noticed
i am a failure
i can't do anything right
all i do is hurt people
i just make them feel like crap
i can't cheer anyone up.
i dont do shit

all i do is be a sucky friend
i am a fucked up boyfriend
i am an asshole of a friend
i am a dick to everyone
i cant even make my girlfriend smile anymore

how fucking messed up am i huh
im sorry i cant do shit
im sorry if i ever hurt you
im sorry for being a shitty friend
im sorry i suck at life

im trying
yet things just get worse
i am trying so hard to make you happy
but nothing i do works
im just a

F A I L U R E

loss for word

don't start this again... please just... dont
this is ridiculous.
i am not in the mood for this drama.
i am trying so hard to understand you
we promised to be more honest and open to each other
i am only one guy
i cant understand everything

you hate my family
i get it
but can't you just tolerate them?
so what he gets mad everyday?
he is just one person.

but then again...
im just one person.
but i love you
and all i want is to make you happy
im try i swear i am
but i have run out of things to say.
i am so lost
i just...
i dont get it

you are mad and upset
i get that
but when i ask why
you just put yourself down
i am trying hard to make you happy and help you
but i cant
i never can
i can't make you smile anymore
i cant do anything right for you
and
i hate myself for it

i just..
im at a loss for words