failure

in case none of you have noticed
i am a failure
i can't do anything right
all i do is hurt people
i just make them feel like crap
i can't cheer anyone up.
i dont do shit

all i do is be a sucky friend
i am a fucked up boyfriend
i am an asshole of a friend
i am a dick to everyone
i cant even make my girlfriend smile anymore

how fucking messed up am i huh
im sorry i cant do shit
im sorry if i ever hurt you
im sorry for being a shitty friend
im sorry i suck at life

im trying
yet things just get worse
i am trying so hard to make you happy
but nothing i do works
im just a

F A I L U R E